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3) A toy designer
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5) An animator, nah
6) I don't know what i want to do..
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
omg.
nowadays my dreams are getting more and more real.
dreamt about some ghostly-like kinda of thing chasing me yesterday.
and i felt the chill!
just woke up from a nap.
i dreamt about my grandfather or should i say i dreamt about people dying.
and this is dream... is so painful.
my uncle, my grandma, someone(i forgot), someone(i forgot), my grandfather, someone(i forgot).
there's some more people i forgot who was there.
they were all GONNA die or SHOULD have died.
all of them were lying on a coffin-like bed.
i was there to pay respect with my family, i think.
my uncle was dying.. he was lying beside my grandma.
occasionally he will hold her hand tightly because of their disease...
then my grandma said this...
"every single time you grab my hand when you cough... my heart became heavier.
but don't worry, you've made the right decision. once you let go, there will be no pain.
just like three months ago."
that moment, i broke down in the dream like how i cried during my grandpa's wake.
i was awaken by a phonecall and i realised i was in tears!
i don't know what this dream is implying.
or the weird dreams i dreamt imply.
sorry. just wanna blog it down to remember the dream.
it's more for me to remember it than for readers to read.
dreamt about some ghostly-like kinda of thing chasing me yesterday.
and i felt the chill!
just woke up from a nap.
i dreamt about my grandfather or should i say i dreamt about people dying.
and this is dream... is so painful.
my uncle, my grandma, someone(i forgot), someone(i forgot), my grandfather, someone(i forgot).
there's some more people i forgot who was there.
they were all GONNA die or SHOULD have died.
all of them were lying on a coffin-like bed.
i was there to pay respect with my family, i think.
my uncle was dying.. he was lying beside my grandma.
occasionally he will hold her hand tightly because of their disease...
then my grandma said this...
"every single time you grab my hand when you cough... my heart became heavier.
but don't worry, you've made the right decision. once you let go, there will be no pain.
just like three months ago."
that moment, i broke down in the dream like how i cried during my grandpa's wake.
i was awaken by a phonecall and i realised i was in tears!
i don't know what this dream is implying.
or the weird dreams i dreamt imply.
sorry. just wanna blog it down to remember the dream.
it's more for me to remember it than for readers to read.
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