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Saturday, June 23, 2007

TIRED

OKAY. I DIDN'T BLOG YESTERDAY. BECAUSE I WAS TOO TIRED.
AND I HAD TO DO E LOGO FOR JUMP. THIS WEEK HAS BEEN SO
SO TIRING LA. I HAD TO REACH SCHOOL LIKE AFTERNOON, GO HOME
LIKE AROUND 10PM+, CAN ONLY SLEEP WHEN IT'S 3AM.

but it's... really fulfilling. yeahyeah.

one thing that i want to blog about is my learnings.
i've learnt to make sacrifices for my ministry during camp
through pastor jeff. i think i used to be quite 'sacrificial'
during my early pastoral days when i was a shepherd/CL.
but somehow it faded off. only occasionally i'll push myself.

i've been applying it and reminding myself about it. i've made
extra efforts by having lesser of my 'rights'(eg. sleeping time)
in my service to God and do the things i have to in school
with much excellence. i took the opportunity in school to bring
my friends closer to God(huili's screening, showing what i did
for FFcamp, asked them for JUMP logo feedback) basically i somehow
opened up my life to them. in the past, i did but its just in my
comfort zone. but this week i've made deliberate efforts to push
myself to let them know my life. i stretched myself to do JUMP
stuffs with my 'attachment' still on and going. i made a prayer to
God that let what i do be a worship to Him. :) which now i'm glad
that i'm involved than floating around just to help. thank God
for these learnings.

God spoke to me about commitment to Him during cg. commitment to
Jesus requires a 100% not 99.9%. basically a wholeheartedness is
what God wants. unless the Lord builds the house, His workers'
labor in vain. unless our hearts are 100%, even doing it 99% to ur
best, it's nothing. the Lord is not the Lord unless He is Lord of all.
how true and important is this principle. but yet it's so easy for us
to forget or ignore it. ha. such an irony!

though this week has been tiring, there were refreshing checkpoints.
huili's shortfilm screening was one of them, then the prata and jetty
session with the gang, stephen's birthday and today's ycom retreat.

today's retreat it's quite.. mild. not really those garang high
atmosphere kind. but rather alot of talking and discussions. somehow
i'm starting to enjoy such time when you just sit and talk on how to
improve the ministry for God. it encourages me when i see everyone's
serious in building the church of God to another level. i mean i dreaded
serving God through media last time... i can never imagine that you
can be actually be passionate in serving God through these kind of stuffs..
until i got into ycom or rather after i'm enlightened by fellow servants.
yeahyeah. it's amazing.

thank God for this week. it's been great because the Lord has spoken
and reminded me many things. all credits to my 'cg' as in the minops
ycommers. God started speaking during that 2nd night at camp through them.

FRUITFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!


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