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Sunday, July 29, 2007

warning, long post. :) i'm just gonna blog what goes in my mind.

haha, today was the most nerve-wrecking moment, ever. lol.
the whole scenario before the service starts was 'life-threatening'.
it's a waste not to be able to show the animation. but i'm not
really affected by it. just worried for the responses of the crowd.
but oh well. i was dead tired but i didn't sleep during sermon.
not even a slight tinge of sleepiness hahah.

guess what i've only ate one meal today :( such contrast, i ate four
meals the day before and 3 meals consistently everyday this week.

think the whole of this week taught me lots of spiritual lessons.
it's all about the childlike heart isn't it. i think no matter what
you want to do for God, without the heart, it's as good as rotten/unclean
sacrifices. the heart is the key, followed by the actions.
things i've been doing with my heart, though not seen by man, but
i offered them to God.

God is the One whom i want to please.

i love Him from the depth of my heart.
my heart cries out for Your face,
to see Your glory.
You've been loving
when i'm not lovely at all.
You've been faithful and all good
when i was disobedient.
You are the Rock of my life
the Rock on which i'll stand.

this year has been bad and wonderful.
a new journey with the Lord, with a new vision for Him.
nothing can be said as good or wonderful unless something
good happens from the bad. lots of emotional rides i've
experienced, some were just plainly emotional and torturous.

friendships played huge part of me this year.
yes, they are like gems but they are more precious than gems.

i've always find lays and her group of girlfriends so unique.
and now come to think of it, i've such group of wonderful friends
from outside the church too. they are my classmates, wonderful bunch
of friends. i seriously enjoy my company with them all the time.
we went through basically the worst days when we did not complete
our final assignments and today we are like a family. it's real rare
to find such wonderful friends outside the church. seriously,
they are the best.

the grads, NED. think maybe one of the reasons i enjoyed
my time with them is because simply they are wonderful young bunch!
lots of memorable events and i seriously think they were the best
group i've ever serve together with. whenever i see them now, i'm so
glad that i've played a part in their lives.

the tiamo gang. freedy, huang, peter and me. it was random but still
something unique. 4 of us gather quarterly to share our lives.
being transparent and also open in our lives. accounting and encouraging
i will commit myself to such friendship because it's such a bliss. :)

the group. people like lun, yihui, lays, ian, wal, daniel, alvin, peter,
ycomm core, my cg(including sheep). they are the ones whom i had fun with.
people i treasure and cherish. many spiritual lessons learnt from my cg
and daniel. lays and ian, the duo that i've spent wonderful informal
times with. the two jokers wal and peter.

i just wanna say that i'm freaking bless by all. think my dying wish...
will be to take a photo with all these people and frame it up.
(it's difficult to take photo with ALL the ones you love)
never take your friends for granted.

i'm rich because i've got precious friends. but talk about rich, i'm broke. :/
no money man. lots of it spent on food. :( soon, soon. few more years!
i believe God will make a difference through my life. my desire is that
i'll be able to be a blessing to people through the area of finance.

physically, i find myself deteriorating. my vision seems to be going down. :(

the art of living from the heart. everything changes.

i'm glad i've picked myself up and have grown. the heart was and is the key. :)


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